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Personal Power - Loss and Recovery

By: Eric N Peterson


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How many times have I made a certain choice so as to sustain peace, gain acceptance, or believe that I am important - perhaps without even knowing it?

To provide a current case in point, this last week I gave into pressure by a friend to spend a night in a bad spot for me. For quite a while now I have been occupied with creating a dream body. I have been working to know that I am dreaming and to be capable of doing simple, purposeful acts in the Dream space. In order to do this work, I need to sleep in clean surroundings.

Last week, my friend begged me to spend time with her as she was feeling alone and frightened. The issue was, her dwelling was dirty and disorderly. Yet there was a hidden part of me that wanted to feel needed. I didn't want to see it, so I told myself a lie. I said to myself I would take care of her by staying with her. I quieted the little voice that told me that to stay there was contrary.

To use the terminology of Don Miguel Ruiz, many times we agree to things unconsciously. We make unspoken agreements in order to feed our shadows, our demons, without admitting it. Sometimes the other person's shadow matches ours and a marriage is made in hell. Often, the other person consciously or unconsciously states, "No thanks". Typically that's when we feel they are heartless, cold, sadistic, selfish, and cruel. In whatever they react, a piece of us is lost. Each time we hand over true power in hopes of gaining worldly power, a piece of us is lost.

The problem about losses of this type is that they are not merely psychological. Koyote the Blind talks about how we often lose pieces of ourselves through sexual relationships. This type of example shows that the loss is physical. It's not just in our heads. A piece of our available energy is removed.

Of the shamans I have heard speak about loss of this sort, E.J. Gold is the most explicit about what happens to those lost pieces. Gold says that when we make a choice less than fully consciously, we also make the other choice - also unconsciously. At that point of making an unconscious choice, we initiate a parallel universe.

A parallel universe is exactly what it sounds like. It is a universe similar to this one, except that in one, I made the other choice. Of course, from that instance onward, the universe could become increasingly different, depending on the consequences of the choice. Think of someone who got drunk in Vegas and woke up married. Lucky for them, in the parallel universe they went to sleep with their face in the pretzel bowl.

Parallel universes are a reality, at least on some interpretations of string theory in physics. Where are parallel universes? They interpenetrate one another in snarled dimensions. We're brushing past ourselves in parallel universes all the time, but normally we have no access to those other selves.

You can think of parallel universes like a camera lens. You can concentrate the camera on your neighbor's puppy or on the blade of grass by her left paw. It is impossible to see both images clearly at the same time. The camera lens in the case of parallel universes is what the Toltecs call the assemblage point. The assemblage point is part of what forms our perceptual system. It is the lens that keeps out most of the rays of creation, simultaneously creating our home world, our home universe.

E.J. Gold has created a device called the Beacon. It is a radio circuit with quartz crystal grips. A significant use of the Beacon is recapitulation, the recovery of lost parts of ourselves. many times the recapitulation of the shamans is also called "Soul Retrieval," but the term is technically not correct.

Quite a few of us at The Tequihua Foundation have been using the Beacon with Aka Dua, a Toltec substance that can be used to transform unconscious acts and emotions into physical energetic effects. Some people use Aka Dua energy in healing, art, or yoga, to name a few.

The Beacon can assist us in getting the lost parts back again. The Aka Dua can assist us in keeping them. Call The Tequihua Foundation for more information about the Beacon and Aka Dua: 951-686-3471. www.tequihuafoundation.org

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Tequihua Foundation: www.tequihuafoundation.org Eric N. Peterson, Ph.D. is a Toltec priest and member of The Tequihua Foundation, a Riverside, Southern CA nonprofit whose mission is to continue the ancient consciousness-transforming arts of the Toltecs. The Aka Dua is an energy prepared by a particular Toltec line. The Aka Dua assists in the alchemical process of transformation by which an ordinary human becomes the shaman

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